. The greatest challenge in the process of religious transformation is the 'dissolution of expectation' which allows the unexpected [mystery] to be discovered. There is no transformation available though seeking, which is goal oriented. The problem of seeking is often recognized in searching for a misplaced pair of [eye]glasses, wallet or keys. 'Expectation blindness' often keeps the person from seeing what is in view... but the sought item can be easily seen when seeking is dropped. The process of 'finding' is much more akin to creative 'problem solving'. The solution isn't clearly defined, but certain limitations are recognized. The 'process' is a form of meditation, or 'availability', which allows unrecognized solutions to present themselves. The 'solution' will seem to appear on it's own, as if presented to 'the one who waits in patience'. Here's how 'finding' is described in ...
"How wonderful, how wonderful, all things are perfect as they are." Buddha